I believe I made progress more readily because of a pattern of life shaped by certain values. I find it easier to live with myself if I try to be honest. I find strength in the friendship and interdependence of people. I would be blind indeed without my sighted friends. And very humbly I say that I have found purpose and comfort in a mortal' s ambition toward Godliness. Perhaps a man without sight is blinded less by the importance of material things than other men are. All I know is that a belief in the existence of a higher nobility for men to strive for has been an inspiration that has helped me more than anything else to hold my life together.
我的雙眼是在4歲時失明的。在大西洋城的一個貨場,當時我從棚車上摔了下來,頭部受到了重創。如今32歲的我依然能模糊地想起陽光的燦爛和紅色的鮮亮。重見光明固然美好,但不幸也會給人帶來奇妙的感覺。那天,我突然意識到,如果我沒有失明,也許就不會像現在這樣熱愛生活。現在,我相信生活。如果我不是盲人,我不敢肯定自己是否還會這樣深信不疑。我並不是說寧願失去雙眼,而隻是想說,失去它們讓我更加珍惜自己的其他能力。
我相信,生活要求人們不斷自我調整以適應現實。一個人若能更及時地自我調整,那他的生活也就更加有意義。然而,自我調整並不容易。曾經我時常感到疑惑、恐懼,但我很幸運。父母與老師在我的身上看到了我無法看到的東西——即生活的潛能,於是他們鼓勵我與失明抗爭到底。
我必須學會相信自己,這對我來說是最難的課程,不過也是最基礎的。如果做不到,我就會徹底崩潰,最終隻能坐在前門的搖椅上度過自己的餘生。我所說的相信自己,並不隻局限於幫我獨自走下陌生樓梯的那種簡單的自信,而是指更為廣泛的方麵,即相信自己雖然不完美,卻是一個真實的積極向上的人,相信在茫茫人海中,必定有一個適合自己的特殊位置。