A young man is so strong, so mad, so certain, and so lost. He has everything and he is able to use nothing. He hurls the great shoulder of his strength forever against phantasmal barriers, he is a wave whose power explodes in lost mid-oceans under timeless skies, he reaches out to grip a fume of painted smoke; he wants all, feels the thirst and power for everything, and finally gets nothing. In the end, he is destroyed by his own strength, devoured by his own hunger, improvised by his own wealth. Thoughtless of money or the accumulation of material possessions, he is none the less defeated in the end by his own greed—a greed that makes the avarice of King Midas seem paltry by comparison.
And that is the reason why, when youth is gone, every man will look back upon that period of his life with infinite sorrow and regret. It is the bitter sorrow and regret of a man who knows that once he had a great talent and wasted it, of a man who knows that once he had a great treasure and got nothing from it, of a man who knows that he had strength enough for everything and never used it.
年輕與年老
Youth and Age
羅伯特·路易斯·史蒂文森 / Robert Louis Stevenson
羅伯特·路易斯·史蒂文森(1850—1894),英國著名小說家、詩人與旅遊作家,也是英國文學新浪漫主義的代表之一。 史蒂文森是最多產的作家之一。他的浪漫冒險小說是自《沃爾特·斯科特爵士》問世以來英國最受公眾喜愛的作品。小說《金銀島》是其代表作,是關於尋找海盜寶藏的故事,也是他的浪漫小說中最受歡迎的一部,同時還是最受歡迎的英語兒童書籍之一。
在我們漸漸變老的過程中,一種平淡而緩慢的感覺替代了強烈的愛憎沉浮;同樣的感覺讓我們收斂自己的希望,撫慰我們的憂懼。如果說快樂能少幾分**,那麽煩惱也變得更加微不足道,更能夠忍受。總之,在這段時間裏,我們需要儲備一切,以備不時之需。在整個生命的曆程中,這段時間是最豐富多彩、最閑適、最幸福的。不僅如此,通過管理自己的行為,跟隨快樂的靈感而動,年輕人在竭盡全力賦予自己的時代以安逸的成分。充實、忙碌的青年時代是獨立、自由的晚年生活的前奏;那些不能完成這些的人,其晚年生活不可避免是令人厭煩的。這個世界上,約翰遜博士並不多,在64歲的時候才開始他們的第一次浪漫之旅。如果我們想要丈量勃朗峰,或是穿著潛水服潛水,或是坐著熱氣球升天,就必須趁著年輕去做,不要等到變得謹小慎微、腿腳不便的時候才想著去做。那樣的話,人們就會問我們:“怎麽這麽不安分?”無論是腦力還是體力上,青年時代都是周遊世界的時期。去領略不同國家的人文風情;去聆聽午夜的鍾聲;去觀看城市與鄉村的日出;去虔誠悔過;去統覽玄學,編寫牽強的詩句,跑遠路去看篝火,還為了給《艾那尼》 喝彩而在劇院等上一天。